[Edamura's weakness isn't booze, but the cigarettes. . . at his lowest he certainly was a chainsmoker. the heat and ash does numb the senses, doesn't it. . .? making it slightly easier to face the horrors of the world around you]
Yeah. It definitely is.
[but recognizing that is a lot easier than just. . . taking care of yourself, isn't it?]
[. . .]
[a heartbeat passes, and he draws away from the hug, leaving his hand resting against her shoulder as he lifts his own smoldering cigarette back to his lips]
. . . last one?
[a pause. and then, sincerely]
For real, this time.
[not just a light joke. not just a tiny jibe at their poor coping skills. a genuine promise that means a lot more than just quitting a nasty habit]
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Yeah. It definitely is.
[but recognizing that is a lot easier than just. . . taking care of yourself, isn't it?]
[. . .]
[a heartbeat passes, and he draws away from the hug, leaving his hand resting against her shoulder as he lifts his own smoldering cigarette back to his lips]
. . . last one?
[a pause. and then, sincerely]
For real, this time.
[not just a light joke. not just a tiny jibe at their poor coping skills. a genuine promise that means a lot more than just quitting a nasty habit]