[Rom's instincts are correct; there's a lot more to it than a simple bait and switch. there's the fact that Edamura didn't know those "deaths" had been a part of the confidence scheme in the first place. then there is the fact that he had picked up that gun and wielded it all on a whim, hoping he was hitting the right beats for the sake of the con. praying that he was adapting accordingly. . . and not making a huge mistake]
[he allows for the squished cheeks, knowing that he deserves it for the order in which he told the story (Odile sure had admonished him properly for being a terrible narrator), but it's the forehead bump that sees him lifting his hands to brush fingers against knuckles, as though keeping Rom’s touch gently in place]
Your heart can take it. . .!
[a tease. still not quite to 100%, but another effort as made. even as he sobers afterwards]
. . . but if I'm being honest. . . [. . .] Even if I never really intended to kill him. . .
. . . I think, in that moment, angry as I was— thinking about mom, and how he left us both to fend for ourselves to chase his stupid flights of fancy around the world— a small part of me. . .
[. . .]
. . . kind of wanted him to rot at the bottom of the Sagami Bay.
[and that's why he had said "yes" to Rom's earlier question]
no subject
[he allows for the squished cheeks, knowing that he deserves it for the order in which he told the story (Odile sure had admonished him properly for being a terrible narrator), but it's the forehead bump that sees him lifting his hands to brush fingers against knuckles, as though keeping Rom’s touch gently in place]
Your heart can take it. . .!
[a tease. still not quite to 100%, but another effort as made. even as he sobers afterwards]
. . . but if I'm being honest. . . [. . .] Even if I never really intended to kill him. . .
. . . I think, in that moment, angry as I was— thinking about mom, and how he left us both to fend for ourselves to chase his stupid flights of fancy around the world— a small part of me. . .
[. . .]
. . . kind of wanted him to rot at the bottom of the Sagami Bay.
[and that's why he had said "yes" to Rom's earlier question]